Slash and Burn Tactics _____________ I couldn’t tell you when it started When I decided to destroy my mind. I couldn’t tell you if I was the one who put the torch to timber or if I was just burning from the inside out. The hand may have been mine but the oil was yoursContinue reading “POETRY [UNTITLED SERIES] – 9”


Shoes and Coats ________ People ask if it’s time. “Time to pick up his things?” His shoes, his coats, his clothes. Washed and as he would expect to find them. But words cannot detract from the miles that we’ve walked together. Your Wedding Shoes. They’re stacked like worlds coliding each taking up a portion ofContinue reading “POETRY [UNTITLED SERIES] – 7”

Physical Copies of the Pain Journal – Available

The world is in so much pain right now. I’ve run a very limited stock (10) of physical notepad @_ThePainJournal 2 types – A tick box & Long Form. I’ll be releasing the PDF for free & physical copies are €8 + shipping. https://t.co/2FUBErbvf3 — Spec (@ThisIsSpecious) June 8, 2020 https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js

Poetry [Untitled Series] – 4

You chisel away at me until you get it to fit into a mould of you’re making. Then you continue to chisel it. You watched me break and bend and break and bend Into the shape you wanted to make. Blemishes and imperfections cured and purged and purified in fire and cold. only to realiseContinue reading “Poetry [Untitled Series] – 4”

Poetry [Untitled Series] – 2

Ripping r I p p I n g ripped I feel the swell from wounds not of my own a deep seeded root an intolerable pain knowing is torment the realisation the choices you made the ramifications I suffer alone. like a thief you stole a phanthom thief stealing my world my body my choiceContinue reading “Poetry [Untitled Series] – 2”